kagome1990

Write anything that comes to mind while listening to this song was the goal. Here's what I got: "Chasing the years of my life." 15, 22, 33, 45. The years pass when you've only got 100 years to live. You never see the time pass, but it still moves around you. You age and the world turns. You live your life, taking your time and aiming for your goals. You meet that special person who makes your life feel complete and before you know it there's more to it than that. You feel incomplete with that special person. Then you have a baby who makes the joy of your life seem like nothing more than a dying light bulb. That baby makes everything seem so

Last night I was thinking, I haven't cried yet. I mean, when I went to church camp with Kelly last August I cried on the first night that I missed my baby boy. However, I've been here 5 days now and I haven't cried yet. It's not like I want to cry, it's not like that, I just think it's weird... Anyways, I went to bed around 11:30/midnight and I had set my alarm for 9, 10, and 11am to get up. I had planned on doing laundry mostly, and organizing my room; I got up at noon. So instead I did the dishes from dinner last night and cleaned the kitchen. I mean, that's not a bad thing at all! Don't get me wrong! I still plan on doing my laundry, but

I woke up this morning to the sound of Linda yelling up the stairs "Bye! Love you!" They were planning on leaving while Kyna and I were sleeping. I know it's hard on Linda, leaving her daughter here, but Kyna lives here now and she needs to be okay with it. As for grandma, she cries no matter what I say. But now I'm sitting in Kyna's living room alone; Kyna's trying to sleep off a cold, Josh is working, and Tinker the chihuahua is most likely sleeping with her Mama. I plan on, while here this month, taking TONS of pictures, seeing TONS of things, and visiting St. Louis and doing the same thing. lol I'm really excited since I've never been